be content

 

Every morning, at the first opportunity ……i will read the newspapers…getting myself updated with the latest news. Never ever had i read a newspaper without stories of killings, scam and political scandals. Without these stories………would the newspapers be interesting….i wonder.

Defintely the word ‘contentment’ is not in the minds of people involved in all these bad stuff. In order to acheive their aims, they will do anything to get it. Greedy………

I believe greed is not something big ……….greed starts creeping in slowly through wanting small things like the latest gadgets and games . The person will not feel happy if he/she never get it.

Its that small feeling that ends up destroying people’s lives.

God created humans to stay together and not kill each other….

I wonder how God feels up there knowing that these evil things occured everday

Letting myself go…….

Letting myself go ……………………….to GOD!

I believe this is the  best decision i have made in my entire life. I have to make this decision daily …….every single day, every single moment of my whole life. There are times when i really tried to be in control of everything…..instead of placing my faith in God.

As i am just like everybody else…….a ordinary human being….

As human beings..from young…….we were taught to learn how to control…things that we can.. So its hard to just leave everything to God….

Of course when i said that….i did not mean that people can just dump away their responsiblities and just wait for God to take action. If that is the case……God wont even make a single step.

Let God take charge of my life……..

Obey God…….no matter how bad the situation is……That is the best thing i can do.

God will always be there for everyone no matter what happens.

Got to wait out the storm before i can see the rainbow:D

hello?

It s seems pretty weird that i am back here again …

School Holidays have already begun……….

Time for students like us to enjoy , unwind and get crazy….

Especially so for me…before taking O-Level next year.

I just cannot believe that i will be a secondary 4 student next year. Time just passes too fast………and in a month’s time …..i will turn 15!

Right now im busy involved in my CCA for prepartion of School Open House

God is amazing

Well i did not blog for weeks thanks to my sudden addiction of games in facebook..haha

SA2 is over since last week…and from then on i was basically slacking and resting.

God is so amazing……i have seen it these past few days.

Initally after the examination….i was a bit unhappy for my english and physics papers. I was worried especially since i set high standards for myself. I was not happy …..

But God is wonderful. I never expected myself to do better and when i received my results….i was happy and contented.

Here it goes:

English: 66 B3

Chinese paper 1: 52/70 Paper 2: 38/70 (not sure overall)

Maths: 58/100

Science: 130/200..B3 but not sure overall

POA:92 A1

History: 77 A1

Combined Humanities: A1

Social studies: 40/50

Literature: 33/50

Seriously sometimes i wonder.why is God so good to me?

Just me

Back to blogging again…wee

Today was not one of the most awesome days in my life. Thanks to a pain dwelling in my stomach from the start of school till now. I have no idea what causes it but defintely its not comfortable. I just pray that God remove it. Examinations are coming and to be frank..i am still trying to become more serious and focused especially after holidays. Right now i have two goals in mind.

My first goal is to pass all my subjects(basic standard) Usually i will be aiming higher. But right now i got to be more realistic as i know that some of my subjects are not improving. Maths and chinese. For maths, my teacher is not back until next week . Currently i understand all the topics but i need more practise ! For chinese, i am not learning. Yes, i have to admit that i was not  really paying attention to what the teacher is saying. I just simply do not understand her ways of teaching. She practially give us homework on topics that we have not learn and want us to try. Then, she will go through the answers in class. I just could not adapt to it. i will defintely work extra harder.

My second goal: To be like Jesus.

To me its not a goal, its more of a commitment that will last me forever and ever. Even though right now i should be enjoying like crazy like my peers do. But i am have a totally different mindset. Sometimes i question myself: Am i too forward-looking? Its good to be forward-looking. Through times of trials, i know that i will emerge stronger and better. This is what that drives me on every single day of my life.

Gonna stop here.

I have a best friend

I have a best friend…. this friend is so good to me. This friend understand me so well until he will know what i am going to say be fore i even say it. He comforts me when i am down and cheer me up. I could talk to this friend anytime in any place. He is a good listener. This friend cannot be replaced. He treats everyone the same. You wanna know his name..His name is Jesus.

Well well well…

Back to now..im currently de-stressing. School is a place full of temptations. Its hard to resist…and i have give in to some. I just wanna thank God for forgiving me. School is like a battle field and when will it ever end?? But i thank God for giving me strength. Right now all i wanna do is to finish my studies in a positive light. Though there are times when i feel like giving up….i am aware that someone is still there….watching over me..thank you God.

Sept holidays

Yes! Holidays have arrived. Although it lasts for a week, i still appreciate it. Need to prepare myself mentally and emotionally for the end of year examinations. I had gotten back my results for CA2 and this is how it goes:

English:b4

Chinese: c5

Maths:D7

Science:A1

Combined humanes:A1

History:b4

POA:A1

I failed my maths. I guess i did not practise enough. I am going to work harder and smarter.

Right now i dont have the mood to write a lot ..so bb

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Good morning!

Well thanks to the creation of teacher’s day, i am back early:D

Later on i will be going back to my primary school. Just a short visit, i miss some of the food that was sold there. Maybe i could eat it later? I have no idea who would be there…it would be good if i could catch up with some of my classmates.

Okay i got to go………..i got to accept all the gifts on facebook!

CIP

Yes today i have CIP..but before i get to that…i would like to reflect on certain things that happened today. Though it may sound nothing to the world. It does to me..as i always strive to improve myself while at the same time..remain humble and thankful.

I got to buck up in my chinese. Ever since the new teacher took over, i was not listening to her lesson at all. I become bored easily and i choose to chit-chat with my friends. I am aware of my situation and yet i choose to remain indifferent about it. Today another teacher came in during the chinese lesson to see how we were doing. She gave a lecture about the usual stuff and i was listening. I will make sure i pay attention during her lesson…..

Now right on to CIP. Today i sold yellow ribbons at tampines mrt station. It was my second time doing this. Defintely i was more prepared this time and more confident. Initally i was not positive about it because my friends were planning to slack. While i on the other hand, was thinking about how fun it would be as we will be persuading people to buy the ribbons. Thank God it didnt occured that way. While i was attemping to sell, i learned a lot of things. When people see me with the ribbons, they immediately turn away or pretend to ignore. Its so funny! I managed to sell the ribbons still. Some people even pay without taking the ribbons. Over all i get to see the side of a charity volunteer.

Next year i hope to sell more. CIP is not really that bad

Just wondering..

How should i begin?? I was reflecting on what my english teacher said. Everytime during her lesson, she will need to shout and scold in order to mantain discipline in our class. Well no comments to that , its her responsiblity. Sometimes i sympatised with her. Today while scolding us as usual, she said something like we should not be behaving like the normal acadamic people. We are in the express stream so we should be like one. She was not the only teacher who scolded like that. In the past i just ignored it..but today i just cannot stop thinking about it.

Is there such thing like only Express students are the people with better behaviours than the normal acadamic students while and the normal tech is the people with the worst behaviour? No! In the first place we are grouped into these three areas is due to our learning speed ability and not according to how well we behave .

I believe that when teachers say it, their intentions were never to put anybody down. But whatever they say..will somehow impacts us students . In the future we will have the thinking that Express is the best and we will push our children to be there . And through putting pressure on them, they may become the opposite of our expected results. Thus, although this is merely a passing sentence that teachers pass……..it does carries weight. 

I read a magazine article….there was a case when a actor through his words accidentally hurts an actress .the words made was not intentional but the damage was done. Because he is an actor and he is like a role model to the public. It is similar to a teacher …….a teacher holds the big responsiblity of imparting life skills to us…not the MOE…they set the rules while teachers carries it out…

I am pretty reflective today…maybe i got nothing to do.

I will be back next time